I Drink Coffee Lyrics

May call it selfish but I'm choosing myself

I know that drinking it is bad for my health

So in a world that is cold and judgmental I am all by myself

Trynna find peace that I lack in myself

Reason I drink coffee

Wintertime brings demons and pain

Summertime brings heartache and rain

From this what do I gain

Suicidal thoughts heartbreak and thangs

Numb to drugs so my problems get fixed when I drink coffee

Many years drowning in all my fears

When lovers leave I reminsce wishing they was here I'm wrong

Go through the motions this feelings is temporary

Dying is very easy but living is very scary I know

Learning my lessons intentions pure never question me

See me doing good without you and now you message me

Committing these toxic ass acts all in the first degree

If I return the favor don't judge

I must admit that I broke free you can't hurt me no more

So many of my people changed it don't surprise me no more

I gave my life to this game but they still ask for more

Using me up getting what they want then walk out the door man I can't take it no more

May call it selfish but I'm choosing myself

I know that drinking it is bad for my health

So in a world that is cold and judgmental I am all by myself

Trynna find peace that I lack in myself

Reason I drink coffee

Wintertime brings demons and pain

Summertime brings heartache and rain

From this what do I gain

Suicidal thoughts heartbreak and thangs

Numb to drugs so my problems get fixed when I drink coffee

Wine out the bottle is easing my stressing

No matter how traumatic it is I learn the lesson

Feeling a divine presence

Please protect me from myself

Weapons formed against revenge I go seek myself and uh

I lost friends well maybe I distanced myself

See they doing better without me I wish them all well

Seven years of secrets I promise I won't go tell

It's all my fault I grew us apart this s*** come from the heart

And I just wish y'all understood me

There's reasons why I do the things I do

Do you feel me

I cried alot tears talked to alex she said jay I'm all ears

Losing y'all is now not my biggest fear

Drown myself in ever clear

He found love I'm happy but I removed

They label me the fool for showing feelings I lose

I found love to he left me I'm by myself

Excuse my fake smile as I journey through my hell I'm lost

May call it selfish but I'm choosing myself

I know that drinking it is bad for my health

So in a world that is cold and judgmental I am all by myself

Trynna find peace that I lack in myself

Reason I drink coffee

Wintertime brings demons and pain

Summertime brings heartache and rain

From this what do I gain

Suicidal thoughts heartbreak and thangs

Numb to drugs so my problems get fixed when I drink coffee

Ya when I drink coffee

Ya and I drink Coffee

They called me an alcoholic when I was drinking everyday so

I drink coffee

I drink coffee

I drink coffee