on my own ft. Amie! Lyrics

All I've ever felt is pain

Tired of begging you to stay

You said that all our love is gone

And left me on my own

You cut my heart and made it bleed

Losing everything I need

Now you texting other girls on your phone

That's why I'm left here on my own

Ever since I was a baby momma knew I was a soldier

Had to scrape up some money just to buy us a lil Soda

Opening up the oven cause at night we feeling Colder

People look at me now and don't see the invisible Boulder

But it looks over me it gives me insight as I get older

So when I'm listening it's as if I'm brushing it off my shoulder

And at times it might get hard

Cause people simply don't appreciate the art

Well let me give you some advice

Everybody in the summer having rough nights

Ain't nobody feeling right

So when I mention that I'm having fun balling out with my Nikes

I'm reminiscing back to times I want to be in loud

I'm thinking back to times people wanted my crown

When a lotta people doubted that I ruled my sound

I wanna see where all those people where they all at now

Did it on my own yeah I'm feeling myself

Learned a whole ass language cause I didn't smoke purp

Could've been a model and you know momma knew that first

I'm so wanted now that they calling up a search

Ain't nobody rap like me I did that too

Everybody commercial let me cut you loose

From the strings you all attached to

How can you even breathe through

I mean if I can voice my opinion

You all just see through

I mean realistically you all just sea food

Ready to be eaten up by sharks and they just breeze through

Blindly following the dollar sign you call them people

What's with all the buzzing you're making me think that bees cool

Commercialise those commercials till they are critically acclaimed

And then they sell they soul and keep nothing except the fame

That's why I do shit on my own and don't do nothing that's the same

I Leave my soul and heart behind so I have nothing to blame

All I've ever felt is pain

Tired of begging you to stay

You said that all our love is gone

And left me on my own

You cut my heart and made it bleed

Losing everything I need

Now you texting other girls on your phone

That's why I'm left here on my own

I don't even have to say it but you know you're gonna hear it

Every single time I get on a beat I harp on about a female

I know not what love is now and neither will I in my late

Thirties or inside my short thourties I don't think I'll get the concept of it

But that is not what is important

Because I will figure it on my own

Trial and error with a hundred hoes

Except

When you find the right one you begin to get embarrassed

Cause you talk about your past and you can see it makes 'em nervous

And your tone begins to change and your mouth begins to water

They don't like you suddenly cause of what you did before them

And they leave and then they stumble on what could've been why would you

Live a life full of hydraulics when you don't a have car

Well there was one and she didn't know what drugs she was on

Well that's what happened and now I'm living life on my own

All I've ever felt is pain

Tired of begging you to stay

You said that all our love is gone

And left me on my own

You cut my heart and made it bleed

Losing everything I need

Now you texting other girls on your phone

That's why I'm left here on my own

All I've ever felt is pain

Tired of begging you to stay

You said that all our love is gone

And left me on my own

You cut my heart and made it bleed

Losing everything I need

Now you texting other girls on your phone

That's why I'm left here on my own