polluted tree Lyrics

Please use soft words, my heart's a polluted tree

That needs the world to slow down

I can't seem to leave this, monotonous fake dream

The traffic just goes round and round

Round and round

The world passes by, in blurs of colours and numbers

Colours and numbers

Reaching for hope, my body shatters into a coping slumber

Useless

Left out to bleed

I wanna eat more today but my tears lie to my appetite

Leaving me with a numb aftertaste

And I am just an object, to this endless abuse

I bleed, you bleed

Who's going to stop first, who's going to be brave first

I wanna try but you don't encourage me

You belittle me

Useless

Left out to bleed

Useless

Left out to bleed

I go to run but then I stop

I go to run but then I stop

I go to run but then I run