waste ft. ATRXX Lyrics

Wanna give up, I can't go on

Nothing seems right, I hate these songs

All this aggression that I got inside

If I give up then it's genocide

I've been abusing drugs for so long

I take that shit when recording my songs

I need relief but instead I got stress

Maybe someone who I hurt got me hexed

Been hella sick, but nobody could help

Seen people try, then give up instead

Been hurt from friends, I'm tired of counting

Manic episodes got me fucking hurting

How could you say that I am insane

None of you fuckers could withstand my pain

Try to be me, I swear it's not pleasant

I'm sick and tired of antidepressants

My hair is falling down cause I'm tearing it out

I can't fucking sleep cause my girl is out

Take these fucking pills cause they make me feel forget

If I told you I'm okay, just know that it was all a threat

Am I lying to myself or am I really that down?

Try to reach the rope to end it while my tears drop down

But when it's fucking over all the sadness comes back

I lost myself and now you lost me, we were everything we had

We were two broken souls that tried to reach upon the edge

We keep falling, falling, falling, let's be happy since we're dead

We are too young, I don't know how to live like mom and dad

They seem so light, but I feel heavy, it keeps pressing on my chest

I can't breathe, I can't rest, I can't hold myself back

I want to hold you while I can't even hold myself back

We try to be the best version of ourselves but lose the rest

Why can't we once be happily together just trying to rest

Hell is my life and so is my mind

I might end up committing suicide

I'm not a pussy, I'm not a bitch

I was strong for too long, been through shit can't unsee

Uuugh, wanna shut up my mind

It's been playing too much, I hate myself and I

Uugh, I'm the reason I'm drowning

I wanted to help but I left him to drown bitch