Deeper Parts Lyrics

Never been the type to throw options away

I cling on to what I love and hold tight

So they can't escape

Never loved to share the deeper parts of me

What only God sees

And who I wanna be

Never been the type to throw options away

I cling on to what I love and hold tight

So they can't escape

Never loved to share the deeper parts of me

What only God sees

And who I wanna be

Oops my bad

I think I'd prefer silence

Than chatting with you about

Thoughts and feels that are

Private never liked that

I weave away and sidetrack

Your attempts to get in my head

You offered help but instead

Believed I'm doing good like I said

The enemy attacked and I said to get back

I guess they missed that

They just stabbed started to laugh then

Proceeded to chit chat

They said I lost but I don't accept that

I know I'm lost but I won't admit that

Counted the cost I hope I'll last

I know the one who has my back

Never been the type to throw options away

I cling on to what I love and hold tight

So they can't escape

Never loved to share the deeper parts of me

What only God sees

And who I wanna be

Never been the type to throw options away

I cling on to what I love and hold tight

So they can't escape

Never loved to share the deeper parts of me

What only God sees

And who I wanna be

You only think you know me

Think you know me

I often think I'm phony

See my phone Repeat a cycle of

Scrolling and feeling lonely

Then look to homies and keep on boasting

Act like I'm floating but when I pose myself

Above everyone else I crash down like a Jenga

Tower slowly revealing

Holes within me

Where I am undeserving

Of attention

I'll feel accepted by coworkers cause

We get paid by the hour

So at least I'm not wasting your energy

You think you know to correct me

But Let me breathe

Let me see for myself

What you think

Bothers me

Probably

Just a false image of self

God help me