Amused Lyrics

Endlessly wondering

Wondering why it always takes so much time

To get here

Always on the outside looking in

Endlessly flirting

With the idea that it might not be me

Lust makes you blind

Face against the glass fogging up your sins

Just like in class

I was always picked last

I guess I'm just used it, but

It never gets easier

And I don't wanna question my reflection

Feeling I should count my blessings

Friends telling me I'm a catch, it's not fiction it's fact

Shouldn't let someone treat me like that

I'm not confused, I'm just amused

You're beating me down like the others have too

And I'm not surprised it all fell through

But it's weighing me down like the rain in my shoes

Hopelessly searching

Trying to find a little peace for my mind

Is it me?

Holding on too long, never letting go

Can you just check

Am I wearing a sign on my head?

A flag painted red

Swinging in a hurricane

It always hurts the same

You'd think I'd be used to it, but

I'm just gonna laugh it off

And I don't wanna question my reflection

Feeling I should count my blessings

Slung with pillow princesses and dead ends

Never get a say

Shouldn't let you treat me this way

I'm not confused, I'm just so amused

You're beating me down like the others have too

And I'm not surprised it all fell through

But it's weighing me down like the rain in my shoes

No, I'm not surprised

Oooooooo

But it's weighing me down

Rain in my shoes