alone, alone & alone Lyrics

I touch myself when I am lonely

It's not exciting anymore

You try to let go all your feelings

But pills are not from the drugstore

Cocaine sniffing on a Thursday 

Pink light never felt so gay

Mass shooting on a school day

Wish pain could take Apple pay

Sometimes all I do is put them on the side

Trying to run away cause I just wanna ride 

You know it's hard for me to let go

Depression and dependence are the worst combo

I must apologize to all my friends

I'm crying like there's some dead ends

I just need the heat of a body 

And nothing more specifically

Filling ashtrays full of cigarettes

And I got no money in my pocket 

Cocaine sniffing on a Thursday 

Pink lights never felt so gay

Mass shooting on a school day

Wish pain could take Apple pay

Sometimes all do is put them on the side

Tryna run away cause I just wanna ride 

You know it's hard for me to let go

Depression and dependence are the worst combo

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Crawling into my bed

Crawling into my bed  

Falling onto my head

Falling onto my head 

Fucking in a twin bed

Fucking in a twin bed

No victories a head

No victories a head 

Crawling into my bed

Crawling into my bed  

Falling onto my head

Falling onto my head 

Fucking in a twin bed

Fucking in a twin bed

No victories ahead

No victories ahead