WHY Lyrics

Why?

I wonder why?

I'm loosing my mind

And deep inside I really feel like

I'm about to lose control

C4 on my chest

I know I'm blessed, but I'ma blow

I know that ain't right

But Fuck this pain bitch let's gets get HI

Shit

I'm bout to pour me up a pint

A lot of bullshit on my mind

But I just got to let it go

I know god knows best

He know what I carry on my soul

I know that ain't right but fuck this pain bitch let's get HI

I got pain I'll never show

I know some shit they'll never know

I was So scared to face my self

I was at the point I couldn't grow

I be my myself when I'm alone

Can't get to comfortable at home

Plus I don't really trust nobody

That's why you'll catch me on my own

Respect the one check on me daily

Even thoe a Nigga grown

And you can't tell no one yo secrets

Or you bound to get exposed

Paranoid I'm always reachin

I'm fightin my demons with a pole

What if my family x me out or I get set up by the broz

When karma hit

I did some shit

That's Gone make it back fasho

I hit some liks and did some shit was Spinning shit just like the globe

I got brothers down the road

And they ain't never comming home

And I got brother on parole

But I'm just glad they made it home

And it Money over bitches

CANT LET THEM TAKE ME OUT MY ZONE

Can't get to caught up in these women

They gone throw me off fasho

So Stay focused on my hustle

I'm Out side serving them O'z

Day shift I work the block

Night shift I work the stove

Shit I barley get some sleep

I be so focused on that load

I'm Open 24/7

You can always hit my phone

You can. Wake me out my sleep if I don't answer hit doe

Road racing for that money

I just prayed I make it home

Why

I wonder why

I'm so sick and tired

But my poker face is on so you will Never see me fold

Play the cards I'm dealt

So I can weather any storm

Know that shit ain't right

But fuck this pain bitch let's get

High

Why?

I wonder why?

I'm loosing my mind

And deep inside I really feel like

I'm about to lose control

C4 on my chest

And I know I'm blessed, but I'm about Blow

I know that ain't right

But Fuck this pain bitch

let's gets get HI

I'm TRING to get to rich to fight

I need a condo in the sky

I'm TRING to get so fucking rich

They think I made a sacrifice

These niggas really think they lit

Till I blow out the candle light

Open yo mind and close yo eyes

Ill give yo vision a new site

Now close yo mind open yo eyes

You see I really lead the blind

One of a kind

Put that on shine

No1 alive can dim my light

One thang for certain I got a purpose

I been searching for a sign

I hope my kids can meet eachother

Way before the day I die

Luna got two older siblings

And she need em in her life

My babymomma let a Nigga claim my son and that ain't right

And Shay just took my daughter from me

Like I ain't need her in my life

She did some shit she shouldn't have Did

But 2 wrongs don't make a right

My heart so cold it's in the fridge

My back so scarred up from the knives

I was born to go hard I stayed down and I survived

2 things for certain I know I'm destined so it's gonna take some time

I done been through so much shit

That you would think I lived twice

Why

I wonder why

I'm loosing many and deep inside I really feel like I'm about to loose control

C4 on my chest I know I'm blessed but ima blow