January, 2022 ft. Subtle Places Lyrics

Did that letter mean nothing

Did you hear a word I said?

I told you it's all in the past

I can't take back what I did

If I did you knew I would

But instead, I'm left here with blood

Spilling all over your skin

Spilling over and over again

Cry about it why don't you

That's what you really should have said

But I'm stuck here in the middle

Still, I'm stuck here feeling little

And I want to get on track

And I don't want to feel trapped

And I really fucking

Really fucking

Want to go back

Am I a bad person?

A bad person to you

Am I a bad person?

A bad person to you

If you saw me, if you saw me last night

Would you know I'm trying to make amends?

I'm just trying to make things right

Shave off your skin, sell it for pride

Burn your conscience, stay in line

Comply with every little tiny thing

So he can stay online

See him every single day

Be reminded of his way

Instead of frantically and desperately

Pushing him away

Now you see, there, that's me

The one who's always out of frame

I'm consistently, confidently

Never in your way

Always there when you're in pain

Never plays the stupid games

Yet every single word you say to me

Has intent of shame

Now this bad, bad person

Coming back for second rounds

Always stilling in your head

The Oh, please come back to bed!

Unfortunate; According to the book of false hope

Written in Hebrew for the white man

To destroy it all

It was a romantic connection

Therefore I did nothing wrong

But the devil in my head wants to see my downfall

So I'm overthinking this

And I'm overthinking this through

You think concrete rejection was enough?

No rejection when it's you