Medicine Lyrics

Well They been tellin me I'm losin my god damn mind

But all these answers I can't seem to find

Look for the meaning of life and all the reasons she's been begging me why

But all the reasons they don't really come to mind

I've been looking for the medicine

For happiness

This dopamine is leaving me so damn stressed

Give me another reason

To cop a Gucci vest

Said she needed space

So I took off in the jet I guess

This 30,000ft got me buzzin

I ain't really ever know nun

What they talkin I ain't really heard it

They don't know nun

Who said this life was free

When I've been trapped in my head the whole time see

You ain't really see the bigger picture

All my rhymes absorb like kitty litter

Big like Peter griffin

Ayesha curry with the kitchen

Look just how I Maneuver

Never hit the breaks

No I won't slow down

My head be always pounding

like I'm hungover or sum

Just hit the Denny's

We ain't never pay for nun

Looked at me like I was gon pay the bill or sum

Nah why this whole life thing

Confusing crazy

Said half my friends successful

Others drunk and having babies

Everybody with their eyes closed

Exposed but they don't know

What they in for they life for

Psychopathic with these tendencies

Posted like a sniper

When they hit you with reality

But most never get the chance to see

I'm dope spit flows like Edgar Allen poe bitch

Team all blessed we never had that pot to piss in

Moved around to much to keep fakes I see

Where your head at when you talk to me

I've been feelin like I'm losing my god damn mind

Seemed like I knew myself , then lost rack of the time

Flipping all these chapters

Reading yellow page to call a savior

But who gonna save you in the end

If you done sell ya soul to paper

Oh perhaps

I put my city first up on the map

Use me til I'm useless til I'm 27 young

Guess that's why flick-in all these white lighters

Smoking on the potent to try an get me higher

But these people don't see

Stuck in same routines

You and everybody else I meet

So what I gotta do to show em that this isn't all that's left to see

Like when we figure out who we supposed to be