numb Lyrics

Today is the first day of the rest of my life

I have so much to do and I am so excited to try

I'm gonna walk out in the sunlight and lay out on the clouds

I hope to meet so many people and hear so many sounds

I'm gonna be all that i can be; I will touch the stars

I will live a happy life; I'm gonna go so very far

They told me I could have a dream and it would always come true

But if that really is the case, then, why do I feel blue?

Oooh

What's new?

"It just wasn't for me anymore, and you know what?

I'll let you in on something. It was never for me."

"Who was it for?"

"It was for everyone else."

This is the last song that I'll write you from oh so far away

They told me that I would be fine but I just don't think that I'm okay

I hear thunder in-between my strums; the music blocks it out

And no one seems to understand that I will never get out

I got raindrops on my eyelids that keep me aware

And I just want to sleep forever cause nobody cares

About me

Anymore

I don't know the words to sing that will end my suffering

I'm starting to get worried because I can't feel a thing

*Unintelligible words*

Did you ever think that I never wanted this?

I don't want to die, but I don't want to live