The last song I made when I was 19 Lyrics

I'll be twenty tomorrow

Time flies

I don't want to be twenty

But I

I'll be twenty years old, still

And time'll pass

And then I'll grow older

And I'll die

But I'll never give up on my dream

So I'll reach it up eventually

There's a long path in front of me

So I guess that's fine, I'm fine

When I was a kid, I used to look at

The older teens and all that they did

Going to parties, lending their car keys

Smoking on ashes, I dreamed of being like this

But time flies, time passed already

And I got older without realizing

And I never did what were doing all the bad kids

Yet today's the end, the last day I'm nineteen

And I know my teenage years weren't happy

I know my teenage years weren't bright

But I can't help but shed a little tear

'Cause they weren't happy years, but they still were mine

I'll be twenty tomorrow

Time flies

I don't want to be twenty

But I

I'll be twenty years old, still

And time'll pass

And then I'll grow older

And I'll die

But I'll never give up on my dream

So I'll reach it up eventually

There's a long path in front of me

So I guess that's fine, I'm fine

I don't want to be an adult, I don't want to be twenty

I don't want to become a proper member of society

I don't want to become like the adults I used to see

'Cause all the ones I've ever seen are people I don't want to be

Spending their life doing things they don't like

With folks they don't like, living days they don't like

Shadows tryna forget that they ever had a dream

Trying to numb the pain telling themselves they're fine like this

And I know my teenage years weren't happy

I know my teenage years weren't bright

But I can't help but shed a little tear

'Cause they weren't happy years, but they still were mine

I'll be twenty tomorrow

Time flies

I don't want to be twenty

But I

I'll be twenty years old, still

And time'll pass

And then I'll grow older

And I'll die

But I'll never give up on my dream

So I'll reach it up eventually

There's a long path in front of me

So I guess that's fine, I'm fine

I don't want to lose this passion that's burning inside of me

I don't want to lose the fire I'm feeding with all my fears

I don't want to lose the flames that tell me to be what I want to be

I don't want to lose the craving that's making me give everything

I don't want to be like the others, I don't want to be like I used to be

I don't want to be so withered, trading coziness for broken dreams

I just wanna burn like a firework, living what I won't regret

I'm just gonna live like a rockstar, I'm gonna live like I'm free

I'll be twenty tomorrow

Time flies

I don't want to be twenty

But I

I'll be twenty years old, still

And time'll pass

And then I'll grow older

And I'll die

But I'll never give up on my dream

So I'll reach it up eventually

There's a long path in front of me

So I guess that's fine, I'm fine