Searching My Head Lyrics

Been doing lot of searching in my head

Walking around and I been feelin' lost

Time will tell, I'm looking for an end

They probably thinking that I've gone soft

My ex girl walking around with a new man

Telling me that I'm her only one, her only man

Now let me ask you, well who ran?

You got a new friend

I'm back to old plans

Don't you remember how you started as an old fan?

Now I got real friends

I'm hosting Juke Jams

Remember painting all these pictures to my engram

My memory fades, it's for the best, oh God damn

Moving on, tryna not remember

Wrote you songs, cold winds in December

Holding on, I'm holding back my temper

Cutting out my heart, I'm in her blender

Somebody tell him I'm the one who sent her

Somebody let him know that there's no better

I'm the one who taught her how to love her

He can have her, no I'm not beggar

I'm barely alive, I must be dying

Time will tell babe, I been crying

You gave up first, I stayed silent

Got sick of telling you that I've been trying

Moving on, tryna not remember

Wrote you songs, cold winds in December

Holding on, I'm holding back my temper

Cutting out my heart, I'm in her blender

Somebody tell him I'm the one who sent her

Somebody let him know that there's no better

I'm the one who taught her how to love her

He can have her, no I'm not beggar

Somebody let him know that there's no better