Esther in the Anteroom Lyrics

I'll say it once

Then stop again

And stay out late

I thought I knew the answer

Because we're just fingers for our phones

We can't sit still enough to grow

I drove myself to practice

But first I hollowed out all my strongest bones

Because I'm not fucking patient

I'm just honest and weak

So is this my masterpiece

Or is this my atrophy

Are these my muscles tearing just to lift a lid to never blink

Don't talk about the way the flush won't leave my face

And how much I pacify rather than learn from my mistakes

Burn this nest and fly away

Esther's here and she's ready to be pretty

Fate (Fault)