Introspection Lyrics

A lot of love lost

A lot of pain found

A lot of soul searching beneath the rain clouds

A lot of set backs

Reevaluating my way of thinking to get my head back when I'm sinking

A destination I could rest is far traveled

When above sea level I seem to dive deeper

Tryna be a kind creature

But my mind confused by the truth hidden inside secrets

The world takes advantage of the kind hearted

The good guys finish last and die harder

Broken angels by a devilish man

So I carry the drum to play with the rest of the band

Hoping the next level expands when pain becomes victory

I'm trying the best I can to keep my energy safe secure and protected

But y'all don't get the message

Listen

I grew up with the screw ups

Those who didn't do much and the ones who did too much

I guess I was an in-between

Living in reality but still a pretend to dream

Only goin as far as the shit I seen

Which wasn't a lot

Anywhere in the world I wouldn't want to be

If it wasn't the block

I mean

Out here is where I had my first fights

My best days and worst nights

1st tries and 3rd strikes

Starved and ate

Easy money when it was hard to make

The block bond is hard to break

But if we ain't growing we die in the arms of fate

Fetal gunshots

Fetal stab wounds

Correctional facilities but y'all ain't feeling me