Mood Shift Lyrics

Think I just need a mood shift

Cuz lately I ain't wanna do a goddamn thing and I

Caught a bad case of the I don't give a fucks

In a rut held up, stuck yelled up

It's hot as hell in this hellhole boss

Tryna get a grip with the Velcro off

I ain't a kid no more

It's a rip, no top

No cap, no shit

Fucking yeah, it's obvious you put it like that

I need a mood shift

Cuz lately I ain't wanna do shit

And the way she treating me is ruthless

Holed up in my room just staring at the ceiling and wishing for Wellbutrin

I mean I ain't doing well though

Mighta spent eight hours just bouncing back and forth from my laptop to my cell phone

Might've done it to myself though

Drowning under the weight of my own mental blocks

Tryna vomit up the words to describe my stomach in knots

Tied myself in knots trying to be something I'm not

Love was cut into ribbons they asked for a paper hearts

Should've paper mache it or Kintsugi to start

I got a lot on my plate, I got a lot on my heart

I got a lot left to say, but I go ghost when i'm hurt

Cuz you know it's gold in my heart if I can open it first

I need a mood shift

Cuz lately I ain't wanna do shit

And the way she treating me is ruthless

Holed up in my room just staring at the ceiling and wishing for Wellbutrin

I mean I ain't doing well though

Mighta spent eight hours just bouncing back and forth from my laptop to my cell phone

Might've done it to myself though

Cut all the noise

Lemme tell you this

Know your mood'll shift

Cuz everything ends

Telling you the truth

I cannot predict

The way the mood moves

But I hope I get there

I think back to when I first wrote "Smile"

Depressed as hell; had been awhile

As winter turned into spring

Driving and thinking it's so easy to get burnt out

And then fall into the habit of being burnt out

Might be the hardest part of being hurt how you have to work to unlearn the patterns of being hurt

The grooves you fall into

Moods need a shift

This should be a song about overcoming step-by-step or some shit

And I wish it was, but it's not

Just a story of how I felt sad and then one day I felt better

Can't even give you a reason

Except to say that you never know how far away you are from seeing a

Mood shift

Cuz I started seeing the blues less

Everything was less gloomy

For the first time in ages I hit the right switch and things started moving

I'm talking like a u-haul

So even if it's rented

I'm still feeling better

Imma make it mine for too long

Maybe I just need a mood rearrangement

As the grooves keep changing

Tryna keep a cool patience

Cuz some days I'm really great

And other days I'm retrograding

But I reckon that I'll make it though

I mean I did this shit once

I can do the shit again so

Might have to force my face to grin

Just to practice skills I ain't mastered in a minute

On how to mood shift, ooh it gets transmitted

If you let it then I guess

I'm just tryin' to say I hope your mood shifts too

That's all