Lost Routes ft. Manzy Lyrics

I been running from things I know because I hate the truth

When I look into the mirror the man I know isn't new

And when I fight alone no one really knows

They only see the smile I show and that's all they will know

In my heart of my hearts I know I'm never too far from home

In my heart of my hearts I know I'm never too far from home

Depressions a lonely road and I'm long way from home

In a place where I can't grow, ain't a day that I don't feel cold

Circulations failing, frozen yet i keep bailing

It hurts and I'm pain an, I'm running from everything in life

Flaking, on friends in a way it's like, I don't even know myself no more

Since the days that I left and closed that door, never looked back, I chose this war

Head in my hands and hands in my knees, knees on the floor

Pleading for reasons to breathe, I need all these demons to leave

Try to resurrect my soul while I write this verse

Thinking bout why my life is cursed

Looking in the mirror like I am the worst

Feel like I'm drowning but dying of thirst

But in my heart of hearts I know, I'm never too far from home

Instead of dying alone I grabbed this phone to tell you

I'll never forget those time where I had you by my side

Where I lived my life with Pryde

With a love I can't describe, every time I stepped I'd stride

But life it crashed that ride, there's a fork in road and can't decide

So I'm living my life like I'm paralysed

In my heart of my hearts I know I'm never too far from home

In my heart of my hearts I know I'm never too far from home

I been running from things I know because I hate the truth

When I look into the mirror the man I know isn't new

And when I fight alone no one really knows

They only see the smile I show and that's all they will know

I'm looking for a way out in this lost route I ask for some help but it is no use

Looking for a rainbow for some forgiveness But nothing shines in the sky

In this lost route with these lost truths and all I have is time