Proud Lyrics

So many things in my head

I wish I could say it all

And let it go right now

I feel like

None of you know me

They way you should

Know me right now

See I been doing so many things

Trying to find my way out

So I could see my better self

In no light

N no lie it's been hard

And everything I do never

Seem to be wright

The day I lost my daddy

Was the day I lost my life

Should have never

Upset him now

Now I look at it like

Damn what I do

It's never be enough but

Honestly speaking

I want to be the only man

That you wishing

I want to be the only guy

That you seeing

I want to be the only song in your head

Every song in your head

So when my sister passed out

It was hard

When they called me to say

Damn she's gone now

I felt like everything was crushing

Over me

Depression, anxiety killing me in

I wanted to be better

But it couldn't be

So everything was hard even for me

I couldn't even sleep even for me

I couldn't even drink even for me

Now, now in the dirt looking at my baby

I wish I could make her proud

Coz everything is not going to be

As simple as things used to be now

I feel like I'm just rolling rolling rolling

Away from all the pain i been hurting

So mamma dont cry

Momma dont cry

I'm going to make you proud

Daddy dont cry

Daddy dont cry

I'm going to make you proud

Baby dont cry

Baby dont cry

I'm going to make you proud

I swear to God

Tattoo your name on my hand

Make sure that you know

That I'm the one