Take Care Lyrics

When I look in the mirror itll be okay

I say to myself every single day

Sometimes I question did I loose my way

Or did I grow and just didnt notice the change

How do you feel when you look at me that way

What do I mean Girl do you see your face

Your eyes just feel like a warm embrace

But my times limited so why bother chase your love

Why should I chase your love

Plus recently I been fucked up

Would love to get high but I don't got drugs

And theirs not enough alcohol to get drunk

Or tipsy

Cause from life I got a lot of whippings

And most of my scars are not healing

So If I tell you everything would you feel me

Or would I push you away with my feelings

These feelings of love

The feeling of trauma

That make you feel numb

I tried to push you away but that make me feel dumb

Im sorry I just had to be honest for once

And honestly you make me feel high with no blunt

And I like when youre blunt you making feel so blunted

My mom said dont trust everyone stay cautious

But my hearts big thats why Im always in nonsense

When it comes to women I'm not even kidding

I always stayed surface level time to do some digging

Without my mom present random girls did the replacing

And its really apparent once wed start dating

I cant believe allowed being complacent

Now look at me over here on this trick complaining

Plus I got issues that Im still shaking

And I then I ask why make her tolerate it

When I look in the mirror itll be okay

I say to myself every single day

Sometimes I question did I loose my way

Or did I grow and just didnt notice the change

How do you feel when you look at me that way

What do I mean Girl do you see your face

Your eyes just feel like a warm embrace

But my times limited so why bother chase

I'm dealing with more bullshit everyday

I'm constantly getting in my own way

I'm wondering why I cant just move on

I wish I could just forget all my wrongs

I learned everything can go in an instant

Just in one second boom then everythings finished

So on this tape Im gonna lay it out today

Cause taking regrets to the grave is not the way

Lets start with the easiest

I really do love you

Im in love with everything you bring and I want you

I'm not tryna rush a relationship girl honest

But I want to tell you cause it weighs on my conscience

And to my mother I hate you

Although I forgave you

It just sucks cause I feel we just wont have a break through

Parts of me hope you hear this and deep down it breaks you

But I wasn't raised that way, so Ill just negate you

And to all my loved ones thanks for me letting me be me

For not boxing me up and letting me just be free

I promise once I big we going overseas and be way above the hate and negativity