On My Knees Lyrics

Oh Dear Lord, I'm on my knees

Lately I've been battling with my dreams

Let's pillow talk, I don't wanna sleep

I close my eyes, thoughts hit deep

Oh Dear Lord, I'm on my knees

Lately I've been battling with my dreams

Let's pillow talk, I don't wanna sleep

I close my eyes, thoughts hit deep

Man I wonder if I'll ever find my purpose

Far from it cause I'm still out here hurting

Who gon' love me when I'm feeling like a burden

Thought I was over it but then I hit the surface

Nearly lost myself, the day I lost my gran

Nothing's been easy man I move with the pain

Poured the Martell in my glass, just to keep me sane

Couldn't add a dash of anything, dealt with it straight

Why would I put you in my shoes if you won't show me the way?

See what I lace on these tracks, seldom leads me astray

Gotta get myself together, it's really urgent

Can't afford to fumble man I'm fighting all these urges

Pulling me back gon' bring me closer to my purpose

Far from looking out for me but I know they lurking

Oh Dear Lord, I'm on my knees

Lately I've been battling with my dreams

Let's pillow talk, I don't wanna sleep

I close my eyes, thoughts hit deep

Oh Dear Lord, I'm on my knees

Lately I've been battling with my dreams

Let's pillow talk, I don't wanna sleep

I close my eyes, thoughts hit deep

Just tell my mama I love her and yes I'll be alright

Some people try to hold me back, it bothers me at night

I can't front and act like I am not the crying type

Knees above the water when I'm walking on these streets

But you could drown up in these sheets

Said I care less about critique, my family at peace

Sometimes your words hit deep, really bother me

Lately I've been in the pits, my under armor took a hit

Could never want smoke when I couldn't take a stitch

Spit fire in the water when I mash up all these beats

Still I'm on my knees

Know they prey on me

So I ask the Lord please

Free me from these dreams

Really haunting me

Awful things I've seen

Won't you let my people eat

I cannot afford chains, just set my people free

Oh Dear Lord, I'm on my knees

Lately I've been battling with my dreams

Let's pillow talk, I don't wanna sleep

I close my eyes, thoughts hit deep

Oh Dear Lord, I'm on my knees

Lately I've been battling with my dreams

Let's pillow talk, I don't wanna sleep

I close my eyes, thoughts hit deep