tired but still trying Lyrics

I've been sitting here high for hours

Trying to figure it out, oh

Everything around me changing

It's like nothing really matters

I'm tired of thinking about it

Cause I can't do it without you

Tears can turn to showers

And hills can turn to mountains

Even though it's hard for me I

Got to try

Iv'e got to try

To push through

Push through

Even though it's hard for me I

Stay alive

Stay alive

I've been sitting here high for hours

Trying to figure it out, oh

Everything around me changing

It's like nothing really matters

I'm tired of thinking about it

Cause I can't do it without you

Tears can turn to showers

And hills can turn to mountains

Wake up early morning just tossing and turning

Hoping my depression don't start taking over

Praying that I capitalize on my moment

Cause no one in the world know just how much I want it

Or how much I need it

I can't take defeat

I mean I took a lot of L's but got back on my feet

I mean I lost a couple friends and some pieces of me

I mean I almost caught a case my past caught up to me

I had to leave it all behind and start all over clean

I had to leave it all behind and start all over clean

I had to leave it all behind and start all over clean

I had to leave it all behind and start all over clean

So I've been sitting here high for hours

Trying to figure it out, oh

Everything around me changing

It's like nothing really matters

I'm tired of thinking about it

Cause I can't do it without you

Tears can turn to showers

And hills can turn to mountains