Storms ft. JTabb Lyrics

Shit I been through so many storms it got me under the weather

When niggas rained on my parade I never had an umbrella

See this is factual niggas badger you laugh at you

Rather than you do better

Like a pot with no vents there's a chance I'll blow under pressure, shit

Some of my homies went the wrong route

Never had a job but tryna off work like a call out and they lost now

Cuz a couple of 'em in a jail, a couple of 'em in a grave

Got family saying they well but injecting toxins all in they veins

My niggas are lost, and really it's affecting me

Visions buildin' wit yo friends that's blinded over jealousy

I can tell the fake love it's always lacking Energy

I would go out blazin' for' I let someone put an end of me

I got a problem with pushin' people away when they say they love me

Defenses built from over the years of those movin' funny

Shit, since my brother died I haven't been the same

But how you supposed to love when you're always harboring pain

I need to get away, 'cause all I feel is pain

And when my sky's are gray, I know its gonna rain

See I done been through the storms and now I'm not the same

But I'ma find a way, to make it all ok

To make it all ok

I'm sick of living in darkness and feeling heartless

It's really been over coming me

I keep on doin' shit wrong, I feel I'm losing it all

When is it gonna change, when will it go away

Let me be honest, some days I sit and wish life was different

If I subtracted all my pain, like would that make any difference

Let me explain, 'cause I ain't been the same in a minute

Just knowing my life could've been changed off of simple decisions

I used to come home to my kids, everyday in the kitchen

But now i'm borderline depressed from all the stress of it missin'

I'd throw it away to have family back in an instant

But I just got to make the best out of this time that I'm given

I see my children gettin' older, my daughter gettin' bolder

And it fucks me up to know I'm not home to grow wit 'em closer

Or wipe away they tears, or help 'em through they fears

Man I swear this year is the worst it keeps bursting me into tears

And shit I'm losing balance

I'm working over 60 hours a week and I barely got time for me

See the problem is I jumped inside a pit that I didn't think would be bottomless

And now I watch my kids wit' another Nigga the outcome is

It's fuckin wit' me mentally

Physically my energy ain't been the same

Thinkin' when I'm gone will they remember me

As daddy, but I got to work harder

'Cause I don't care about no Grammy if I can't be they father

I'm tryna find a better way

And I ain't got no time to hesitate

You can be livin' right now and then go die another day

So while I'm here, I promise Isaiah Gianni and Ethan

While I'm breathing y'all gon' be my priority 'cause I need you

I need to get away, 'cause all I feel is pain

And when my sky's are gray, I know its gonna rain

See I done been through the storms and now I'm not the same

But I'ma find a way, to make it all ok

To make it all ok

I'm sick of living in darkness and feeling heartless

It's really been over coming me

I keep on doin' shit wrong, I feel I'm losing it all

When is it gonna change, when will it go away