if i could Lyrics

I don't think the love real

One hundred chances they done blew and they want one still

So much shit that I had done for them, I gave this bitch my all

And now she fucking him don't drop my government, I don't fuck with you

Yeah I be thugging it not many around and thats cause I don't got no trust left in me Anymore, my bro said I should open up but that ain't me anymore

I can't let you near my heart I keep that sh*t unfazed

I try to look up in my heart but all I see is rage

You know that anger is just another form of pain

I lost someone I was close to we left on bad terms

I wish that I could rewind and say my last words, yeah

Maybe I could've fixed shit but probably not

I try to keep this shit one hundred but they'll call the cops

I will never break a promise if you don't cut the knot

Trails and tribulations yeah I been through a lot

They say I had it easy they don't know nothing

I could really show for it none of you would ride for bro I can tell y'all all fronting

I got a lot on my plate and I never complained I'm really known for it

Bitch I need my space and I don't do dates go to tell your hoe some

Bro know he can call me if he ever need I never sold on him yeah yeah

Y'all don't know nothing about loyalty I been fighting sobriety

Suffering real quietly, if i die dont go showing fake love, don't go showing fake love

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Don't go showing fake love I try to hide my pain with the same drugs

I try to do some right and they all did me wrong

I could tell you right now that it ain't the same love

Once you make it out they look at you like they funds

I'm not going to lie I never felt this alone

Tell me am I high or I'm bugging I'm bugging

If I could I would give you throne

If I could I would give you throne

If I could, yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah