The Pain ft. Nel Lyrics

The nights are long

The pain is deep

Everyone tells me to be strong

They don't hear what I hear in my sleep

But I don't close my eyes before 3 Am

Should be with you, but be here I am

All alone in a chamber

The pain keeps getting deeper

I keep saying the same thing

Keep talking about my problem

Like anyone wants to hear him

But I know I got to overcome

I need to do the minimum

Fuck going to the asylum

My goal is to be awesome

I just lost myself for a minute

Need to kill the game to be in it

I don't even want to be famous

All I want is to be glorious

I gotta stick to the plan

So then I could help my fam

Just like they did to me

But my pain is making me crazy

It's all that I feel inside

It took my fucking my pride

Baby please tell me you'll be by my side

It's all going away

The old path is gone

It's all going away

Leaving me alone

It's all going away

It's all going away

You know I

You know I

You know I gotta be the best

I've always felt like the worst

As a kid, I felt good at first

But the more I move on

It feels like I'm in Until Dawn

I don't control my choices

When I screw up I'm voiceless

Cause I thought I'd never do it again

Just like when I hooked up with Glenn

But I know that pain comes to everyone

Hope yours is not with a hand gun

Mine is and I want it to disappear

Hate living my life in fear

This depression shit has to stop

I don't wanna see your teardrop

To be happy I don't need a Rolls Royce

Baby I just need your voice

It's all going away

The old path is gone

It's all going away

Leaving me alone

It's all going away

It's all going away

There's nightmares in the darkness, you choose

No, we all have a dare we can't refuse

Trauma in our bones

A strong and darker stone

It's all going away

It's all going away