First Phase Lyrics

I have a dark side in me

People fail to recognize I don't exercise it

I put him on a leash but the change getting rusty

I can't be too trusty

All the things I am and all the things I'm not

Don't play well together they get tangled in a knot

My whole life story it's just a plot to get me where I need to be

So I put another coin in the slot machine

I'm not a gambler but I put a bet on me

I know it's a guarantee

I know life's not fair but I'm not gonna sit back and stare

While everyone takes my share of unopened prayer

I'm getting hungry so please be aware

All I wanna do is rip up and tear

Until nothing is there so I go back in my lair

Let them cool down til there's no more of a flare

But the fire keeps rising it's no surprising

That is coming and it's kind of frightening

I'm advising to take a step back don't know when he's gonna attack

If you see him you're probably gonna say stay the hell back

Anger and passion is something that he never lacks

two sides of him has a huge impact

When writing never know how they will interact

They go back and forth like a tennis match

But I have been in the kitchen creating a new batch

Creating new styles some new tracks some new sounds some new tacs

Some new rounds a new max

There's no time to relax

it's time for attack

Time to unpack the ideas that have been stacked in my head for a while

creating some new songs that hopefully everyone will find worthwhile

but if you don't like the style I'll be turning the dial because I don't have time for peoples denial

Been going the extra mile so they know when I'm about when they open up and read My profile

This is just the first phase heading to swarm

I'm running through storm til I can't no more

Don't matter what comes I will stay on track

Determination is something I definitely don't lack

So don't try to hold me back

If your going against me

What your gonna need to do is pick up the slack

Cause I spend so much time in this notepad that I'm ready for another pack

Don't tell me I can't do this I'll prove you wrong

I don't care if I am a reject I'll move along

I'll keep hitting that gym so I can stay strong

I know for a fact this is where I belong

But I'm not gonna be played like another pawn

Not gonna be trapped I'm going headstrong I'll keep working til time reaches dawn

My head and eyes are drawn to these lines

Cause I pour my hear out in each song

So you know I'm giving it my best

I'm not gonna be like the rest

I'm gonna be coming upon from the west

There's no telling where I might end up in this journey

And the end goal is just so blurry

But I gotta know I gotta see what this life has in store for me

I know what I want I gotta go get it

If I don't try I will regret it

Looking for the old me well you can forget it

I'm not living in the past

Only got one chance gotta make it last

Time is moving fast

So I'm making my move

I know I can improve but this is just the beginning

So there's more to come

So I'll see you soon