Calling Out To Heaven Lyrics

I wish you could call heaven

I miss my grandpa

Been a while since I said it

Miss your smile

I know you proud of how I shedded

Know you around

When I'm down feeling shredded

Time to time feeling wreck-less

Yeah I know

But I'm working on myself

So selfless when you feel like

You was put up on a shelf

I know

I know that I got healing to do

But sucks when they trigger

And keep triggering you

I know

So much up on my mind

And really how you deal

Is taking steps at a time

And really I been pacing

And just saying that its fine

What will will be mine

What will is designed

To better me

I could see between the lines

All the jealousy

No nigga no nigga

Not a friend of me

Gave too much

Gave all of me

And I thought it was clutch

That pain run deep

But aint way I give up

Its the same ole me

Aint no way I switch up

Pray on the get up

Stay away from mix up

That devil wear Prada

Watch lil baby flex up

And I'm jus calling out to heaven

A lot of lessons lots of questions

To progression

Obsession with lil baby

Put me in depression

I promise dont suppress it

Had a nigga fessing

Hadda nigga stressing

I know

Had to reach deeper

Too many times slipping

I was dancing with the reaper

Nice to meet ya

Im gone

Catch me in my zone

Kid been on a mission

Did this shit by my lone

Got to get it how you get it

Spend some you make some

No I ain't tripping

Wake up got bake up

Scouting digits

Im on a mission

I was born a star

They want to match the vision