Beauty in Death Lyrics

Let me try to explain, that no amount of positivity can help these wounds heal

I hate the reflection I see and that I sound like a broken record

But I can't escape the need to repeat myself

Maybe it's a cry for help

But I'm trying to love myself, but I see every flaw

I forgot how fucking pathetic I really am

But I can't seem to escape the thought

I feel worthless

I've saved a life

I wear the scar on my skin

Father, are you proud of what your son has become

After all that you've done for me

The gift could not out weigh what I have received

My dearest, are you happy with the choices you’ve made

I live with the aftershocks

A ghost haunting me

An image taunting me

I hate how this controls me

I feel worthless

Life has thrown me a rope

Do I climb or tie a knot

Do I climb or do I rot

Rot