Nanimonai Lyrics

It's detrimental

I need you

Or I'll have nothing to lose

It's detrimental

I need you

Or I'll have nothing to lose

Nothing

I've been laying low

Yeah tryna deal with heartache

Everybody wants to hurt me

Do You wanna partake

For my sake

Could please just get the fuck out my face

Cuz I'm not one to say shit back

And get violent at a face pace

Dad gone so long

Yeah with no trace

Mom near but I can't stand to look at your face

I can't judge your life choices

Hell naw that's your maze

But I'll be damned if love someone

Who never bothered to change

And it's sad because I've felt this way since 13

Said I was fine but knew deep inside I was hurting

And I felt weak because people would disregard it

But like my parents I should just learn to discard shit

But you're wrong, only want kids for what they could get you

Say you love us but you're actions just don't fit the picture

Dog food, hot water, iron, some shit we've been through

And then you'd tell us lies out your mouth knowing that we'd miss you

But I can't take it

All this faking and hiding my pain

I sat up thinking of death

Hoping it would stop all the rain

Won't get my license

Cuz I might just swerve outta the lane

Might shoot myself

Cuz these thoughts just won't get outta my brain

I hope I die soon

Cuz these thoughts don't be moving along

And I would try too

But my brain just decided it's wrong

And I won't lie boo

My escape is inside of my songs

Alone and sad

I always knew that I didn't belong

It's detrimental

I need you

Or I'll have nothing to lose

It's detrimental

I need you

Or I'll have nothing to lose

Nothing

I've been laying low

Yeah tryna deal with heartache

Everybody wants to hurt me

Do You wanna partake

For my sake

Could please just get the fuck out my face

Cuz I'm not one to say shit back

And get violent at a face pace

Dad gone so long

Yeah with no trace

Mom near but I can't stand to look at your face

I can't judge your life choices

Hell naw that's your maze

But I'll be damned if love someone

Who never bothered to change

It's detrimental

I need you

Or I'll have nothing to lose

It's detrimental

I need you

Or I'll have nothing to lose

Nothing