Suicidal ft. CapsCtrl Lyrics

Young AT

Yeah

I have, I have, I have (Suicidal, suicidal)

I have suicide in my head

All the time laying in my bed

God told me I'll go to hell (Hell)

I have suicide in my head

People worries and so my girl

They think I'll try to kill myself

I don't want more lies no more

It ain't worth a dime oh no

I'm falling apart, mental breakdown

Still I have to do it alone

I'm feeling worthless, no one's around me

Still young but not reaching the twenties

I don't even know why you thinking about it

I'm feeling alone, fuck this

I have suicide in my head

All the time laying in my bed

God told me I'll go to hell (Yeah)

I have suicide in my head

People worries and so my girl

They think I'll try to kill myself

These are my demons, oh I need some help

I'm doing my best, you can see that I can't

Anxiety is bringing me down to hell

Sleep paralysis, not feeling well

They tell me to calm down

I know how sad it sounds

My soul hitting the ground

Depression makes me drown

I have suicide in my head (Head)

All the time laying in my bed

God told me I'll go to hell (No)

I have suicide in my head

People worries and so my girl

They think I'll try to kill myself (No, no)

I thought about it, I'm embarrassed

Taking all these pills seeing darkness

Staring at the mirror feeling hopeless

Threw them up and cry, I'm in my bonus

Life is like a train

It ain't stopping

Try to slow it down

Pour more codeine

My soul is breaking out from its prison

I'm in a combat now I think you notice

(I think you notice, I think you notice)

I think that you notice I'm not feeling right

I think that you notice that I want a life

I think that you notice I'm keeping a knife

I think that you notice right into my eyes

I have suicide in my head

All the time laying in my bed

God told me I'll go to hell

I have suicide in my head (Yeah)

People worries and so my girl (What)

They think I'll try to kill myself

(Kill myself, no)