feel the pain Lyrics

I keep doing things that are bad for me

I've been stuck inside and I'm going through some misery

Tragically I cannot deny that I've been missing me

Trickery, I still plan to blow up and make history

I remember we were tripping

Made some new connections now I laugh at all my enemies

And I'm living like I'm never gonna die

But that's a lie so stick a needle in my eye

Every day I'm dealing with this damn pain

Every day want to pour out all my champagne

Want to drink away all of this damn pain

I've been putting strain on my damn brain

Every day I'm mainly trying to maintain

Threats detected virus in my mainframe

These things are hard for me to explain

In the end we fly or go down the drain

And I'm gonna fly in another life

On another night I might feel alright

And I'm gonna fly in another life

I have to for you

But I know that you don't want me to