Never in a Good Way Lyrics

I don't know why I keep kidding myself

Thinking that I deserve the truth

Just like anybody else

But the windows all are closing

I'm losing track of time again

And the walls close all around me

I'm not myself again

I know there's so much time I've wasted

When do I start again?

I know I'm the one who's always leaving

But I'm not the one to blame

I don't know why I keep kidding myself

That the writing on the wall could mean anything else

But the reasons all are blurring

Hard seeing black and white again

And I guess I should be angry I'm not myself again

I know there's so much time I've wasted

When do I start again?

I know I'm the one who's always leaving

But I'm not the one to blame

With so much time

And all of it's wasted

Wasted

Always in a bad way

Never with the words I mean to say

Always with a get away

Just never one I can go through with

Never in a good way

Always too late by the time you say it

Never in a good way

A good way

I know there's so much time I've wasted

When do I start again?

I know I'm the one who's always leaving

But I'm not the one to blame

I don't know why

I know why why I keep kidding myself

That there's any other way

I don't know why

I don't know why I keep kidding myself

That there's any other way