Letter To Myself Lyrics

This a letter to myself

I ain't talkin to no one else, oh

I could swear that it's your goal to hurt me, fightin with you every single day

Yeah you hurt so bad but you love so hard, try to tell myself it's gonna be okay

But it's not, no it never is, goin through the motions in my brain

Sweaty hot, sittin writin, this a letter to myself that imma sing

Who am I to ever give out some advice

To somebody needin help when I can't even handle mine

I'm doin all I can to help, but I don't even love myself

Ok what, where the fuck am I supposed to go from here

Weed and beer ain't enough no more that only gives me fear

I can hear the fuckin devil talkin right into my ear

Every year, fail again, what's my purpose being here

Been tryna figure that shit out for some years

Will I always be my biggest fear?

I could swear that it's your goal to hurt me, fightin with you every single day

Yeah you hurt so bad but you love so hard, try to tell myself it's gonna be okay

But it's not, no it never is, goin through the motions in my brain

Sweaty hot, sittin writin, this a letter to myself that imma sing

I guess that I got more to ask

How come bein all alone with me is such a horrid task

I can't stand me, and I don't know why so it's standing

Uh, the hardest part for me to deal with is that I could end it whenever I like

And I'd like, but I could never hurt my Mom so for her I live this life

No it's not for me, my anxiety has taken a monopoly

It's beatin me, it's winnin

I kinda can't wait til I'm finished

I could swear that it's your goal to hurt me, fightin with you every single day

Yeah you hurt so bad but you love so hard, try to tell myself it's gonna be okay

But it's not, no it never is, goin through the motions in my brain

Sweaty hot, sittin writin, this a letter to myself that imma sing