To My Bestfriend Lyrics

It's ok Daddy

Don't be sad

I love you…

What would I do

Unhuh…

This here's a letter to my best friend

To let you know I see you getting big

And I'm impressed day by day

With how you learn to live

I'm most thankful for the love

You help me learn to give

I learned to love myself

Because you love me for who I am

Mistakes I've made don't seem to matter

In this role I play

I've done things

I'm to ashamed to claim

Afraid if you knew the truth

Than you would probably

Hold yo head in shame

Gave you your own because

You stronger than this name I claim

In moments Daddy was trying to be happy

I was never moving with intent to

Break up the family

I just…

Felt I would talk

But it was hard to understand me

I was living with emotions

Just coping for past damage

Always dreamed of a ring

Like your PaPa and Granny

To see your little caboose

In a suit will feel like a Grammy

But the day that love it true

And I finally utter "I do"

I had to be good for me

But it must be perfect for you

(For real)

What would I do?

What would I do?

Hey…

Without my best friend

Hey…

This here's a letter to the future you

Letting you know because your heart is gold

There'll be people in your life

That'll try using you

But if you lead with love

And give it up

Whatever blessing it was

God returns with another just as beautiful

The day you find your puppy love

I'll be here to hold you up

You'll fall for some cutie

Run to me yelling this must be love

In that same breath

Look I'm gone let you know that road is rough

Heartbreak aches the heart of hero's

You thought was tough

Yeah, your getting older

I just wish it was slower

Cause see I'm learning as your learning

Things that they never told us

Like live life without

That chip on your shoulder

Whether you want to be

The President or a pastor that's

Present in churches

Know your Granny is the loudest

At all of your ceremonies

And shit can get wild if security try to hold us

I just want you to believe in dreams

Ask and receive

See the Lord is listening

Because you was that prayer for me

(For real)

I don't know like…

I look at you now with your bright big eyes…

And I hope you know…

That your Daddy loves you…

To a degree he can not explain…

You are…

My best friend…