True Faith ft. One-Void, Moon Man & Greg Sopper Lyrics

So good to me

He's been so good, so good to me

God is good, the only I could think

When she was suckin my dick for the first time

Just right, cross eyed, feelin fine

No shame while loving, yeah for the very first time

Since an adolescence riddled with riddles and trapdoors

Confusion intention clouded young hearts trying to explore

Girls who masturbated frowned upon parents called whores

Left the youngins with nothing to learn from besides porn. Nah!

Children innocent, heaven sent we just wanted to create love

Just let go and let me love you, Just let go and let me Love you

Children innocent, heaven sent we just wanted to create love

Just let go and let me love you, Just let go and let me Love you

God is good? That statement I put in question

When my cousin was stressin, cancer burning her lungs

Yeah she told me she had begged for death

While the chemo screamed through her blood no no no

The only thing she wanted was some rest

What type of God wouldn't show her that love?

I sat and listened eyes wide wise guy

In my past life would have told her this was part of her path

Tried to reassure her that it was just leading her back

To a life full of light loves learnings and laughs

But it struck me in that moment that I didn't know

My whole life I made claims that everything would be alright

Now I saw those claims were only backed by hope, backed by hope

And what is hope to a being without GOD?

And what is god to a being without hope?

And what is hope to a being without GOD?

Cause so many cancer patients don't make it

So many sons blown up on the battlefield

In a world containing sickness and racists

Who the hell am I to claim that god's here?

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Now all my hope was stripped away

Once God is in question you know true anxiety

All the laws that I had built up in my mind

Started crumbling, crashing down one at a time

I no longer knew what was wrong from right

Republican and Democrat, I saw the truth in both sides

It's like God went out and turned out the lights and said

Do you see me even when you are blind?

Fear and anxiety plagued through my mind

The fragility of life gave me feverish spine

I thought of my cousin whos unable to cry

Because the chemo had burned her tear ducts to bone dry

She found a strength now known to most

Now her family blessed to have her around (they are they are)

I asked her, 'how the hell she made it through?'

She said, 'truth faith is what I found'

Toes white knuckle on the ledge now

Looking over edge and it's blacked out

Unknown cold and it's a staredown

She beckons with her cloak to the clouds

And fear can't stop me now

Fear can't touch me now

Jump into the black and drown

Swan dive off of the ground

Such began my quest for true faith

My goal was returning to a love-drenched state

Thought so very hard came to the first step to do

I gotta gather up the evidence of GOD that's all around me

That's how GOD had found me so why wouldn't it just work again?

Analyzed the world around me, searched for holy perfection

But every time I tried GOD felt further away

That when I realized no amount of truth can lead to True Faith!

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love

But if it wasn't proof I need them where the fuck should I go?

I was raised in the culture that put logic over heart flow

I had heard there's a point on the path where you must let go

But how the hell am I supposed to let go?

I had made it all the way by following the signs laid out for me

The choices I had made were honestly just always made for me

I thought that's what God was, a force of nature that was guiding me

But now

I didn't see nothin to follow

The old signs felt like a false show

My damn mind tortured my own soul

I dreaded the thought of tomorrow

Had I come all this way for a lie?

Was GOD really guiding my life?

Was all of this built by design?

And if it's not then who am I?

Toes white knuckle on the ledge now

Looking over edge and it's blacked out

Unknown cold and it's a staredown

She beckons with her cloak to the clouds

And fear can't stop me now

Fear can't touch me now

Jump into the black and drown

Swan dive off of the ground

I called up a friend and I told her my strife

How I had lost faith with my dreams from my life

How I had lost touch with our GOD's guiding light

She suggested that I go back into Tyme

I witnessed a me around the age of three

Before all the fear and the shame and the greed

He stood there naked, he was dancing so free

Performing a skit so his sister would laugh

She rolled on the ground as he shook his lil ass

They laugh till they cried then the boy turned to me

I asked the lil kid what he wanted to be

He giggled then sighed then looked down at his feet

Toes white knuckle on the ledge now

Looking over edge and it's blacked out

Unknown cold and it's a staredown

She beckons with her cloak to the clouds

And fear can't stop me now

Fear can't touch me now

Jump into the black and drown

Swan dive off of the ground

I asked him again what he wanted to be

But he looked so nervous, yeah he wouldn't speak

I gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek

He nuzzled his head into the side of me

I took a step back as he took a deep breath

I saw the energy rising in his chest

The type of courage that could make a man free

And then he shouted, 'I just wanna be me! I just wanna be me! I just wanna be free!

I just wanna be me! I just wanna be free!

Toes white knuckle on the ledge now

Looking over edge and it's blacked out

Unknown cold and it's a staredown

She beckons with her cloak to the clouds

And fear can't stop me now

Fear can't touch me now

Jump into the black and drown

Swan dive off of the ground

I took a deep dive into the womb of life

Resting in healing with mother until my eyes burned bright

Return to the rhythm of nature that made my soul ignite

I'm seeing vibrant lights

Oh, these are holy nights

I let go of my desire to be larger than life

We all just want affection and some love in our lives

And when we just can't get it we'll go to our demise

Creating new Gods of what God is feeling alright

And I've tried my whole life to find the answers to life

But joy is not mathematics, you can't program a life

And even if you could, I think you'd find one thing

To know what's coming next would make life straight boring

Now I know what I am, I am only myself

To accept that fully is the path to true health

And when the full moon falls and there's no light on your way

Know that all of existence built to you being what you are

Whether you call that God or not is irrelevant

To walk just as who you are

That is true faith

In the end

She walks to me so calmly

Naked in a meadow

Oh Savi, I'm falling

The widest arms catch me

I am infant baby

My lord lover holds me

Look up to the clouds

I am safe, I'm found

You were never lost', she says

I've got you, I've got you

Lay your weary head back

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love you

Just let go and let me love