I'm Still There Lyrics

I am a collection box

Of all my unwanted thoughts

1 to 3 to 5 a.m

Blaming myself again

I was young and full of fear

Hateful whispers in my ear

Like the wind, it beats me down

And I could never leave that town

'Cuz I'm still there in my mind

I'm still there, I'm still there

Thoughts unwelcome and unkind

I'm still there, I'm still there

And I can smell, and I can taste

Smoke and ashes everywhere

Every breath is such a waste

I'm still there, I'm still

I'm still there

When I close my eyes I see

All the haunted parts of me

Memories they always find

My heart in the present time

I was young, or so I'm told

And always bought what they had sold

Something keeps my spirit down

I have never left that town

'Cuz I'm still there in my mind

I'm still there, I'm still there

Thoughts unwelcome and unkind

I'm still there, I'm still there

And I can smell, and I can taste

Smoke and ashes everywhere

Every breath is such a waste

I'm still there, I'm still

I'm still there

Moon behind finger trees

Stirring deep inside of me

Pain for what I know I lost

I cannot afford the cost

I'm still there in my mind

I'm still there

Thoughts unwelcome and unkind

I'm still there

Oh, I can smell, and I can taste

Smoke and ashes in the air

Every breath is such a waste

I'm still there, I'm still

I'm still there