sad boi Lyrics

It's so hard not to fight it

Feel like I still face it every day

Now I feel so divided

Should I run is it all that't left in me

Voice in my head oh it tells me

That what I want in this life oh its always

Out of reach

I'm holding on to this rope

Pull me out of the smoke

So done with playin' the sad boi act

Keep forgetting what I have

Oh I fall for the thought

Maybe its what I want

But I hate the sad's always in me

Too patient when it comes to love

You think id learn by now

Still carry all my doubts

Oh

I don't know this part of me

I think I lost sight of the real me

Hurting in ways I cant explain

Maybe one day ill learn

I found me through my mistakes

So done with playin' the sad boi act

Keep forgetting what I have

Oh I fall for the thought

Maybe its what I want

But I hate the sad's always in me

Will I ever let go

Of the sad sad boi

Oh I hate the sad always in me

So done with playin' the sad boi act

Keep forgetting what I have

Oh I fall for the thought

Maybe it's what I want

But I hate the sad's always in me

Will I ever let go

Of the sad sad boi

Oh I hate the sad's always in me

Will I ever let go

Of the sad sad boi

Will I ever let go

Of the sad sad boi