Behind Me Lyrics

Yeah, I got the floor now let me speak I gat a story to tell (Go head Spit) 

I mean I lowkey didn't want to, but I mean, oh well 

Let's take a dive inside my past  

I just pray that y'all don't judge me (I just pray that y'all don't judge me) 

I gat so much ahead of me, but behind me is ugly 

Flashback two years ago 

I'm telling you I was a whole different person 

The easily irritated, arrogant, and negligent version  

I was prideful I told people I didn't you or your help 

All my burdens on my back, I tried to carry em' myself

I didn't know about the truth, so I was eating the cap 

Socially awkward, tryna fit in with the coolest of cats (Yeah) 

If they gave my lean, I would've sipped it 

If they gave me a blunt, I would've hit it 

I didn't care about my image  

Or who's own I was made in at that (For real) 

Nah nah nahhhh 

Nah nah nahhhh 

Nah nah nahhhh 

Yeah, I was lustin' on the women every time they walked by 

I was shoutin' at my mama I was making her cry 

I didn't care about my pops if was dead or alive 

That sound so cruel to say but that's how I was feeling inside 

I'd put God inside a box as if he ain't number one 

Like God how can you save me haven't you seen what I've done? 

And he's like, Keon I Iove you follow me cause' your still my child (Yeah) 

And I'm like, yeah ok God let me think about it a while 

Nothin' but pain inside my life 

Nothin' but darkness surrounds me (Yeah) 

So, I tried to flip the script and say God don't care about me 

It was so loud inside my head  

Nothin' but drama around me 

But now, I gat so much blessings I can't even count em' 

Nah nah nahhhh 

Nah nah nahhhh 

Nah nah nahhhh 

So Imma get vulnerable again and put my life on a beat 

Just so that y'all could see all of that sin I defeat  

But you know what's crazy, I said I conquered it  

But it wasn't even me 

That's just my God in me  

Loosing the chains cause' Jesus is key 

August 16th, 2021, I made the decision  

To put that old life behind me and throw away all that sinning 

And now that light that I never saw I could finally see it 

Stopped all that sinning 

Cause' where I'm tryna go I ain't gonna need it 

And now my flesh just be starving 

Because I aint gonna feed it 

I used to read the word before 

But now I finally believe it 

Scriptures stay on my lips 

So imma always repeat it 

God all the glory is yours

I don't want it, you keep it

Glory to God

Nah nah nahhhh 

Nah nah nahhhh 

Nah nah nahhhh