Pennsylvania Lyrics

When you're clean you act like me

And that's scary

It's overdue, happy for you

But i'm wary

When you were high I almost died

Then you ran out

But I think I could forgive you somehow

And lately I think about Pennsylvania

The woods and farms and cornfields on the drive

And how kids have stupid dreams when they're just

Watching cars go by hoping inside

There's someone who wants you

Think I've never heard you crack a joke

Wonder if you regret me the most

If I was wrong in what I did or what I've said

Sorry but think we both tried our best

Back then I thought we go to Pennsylvania

And leave Long Island somewhere far behind

I thought if maybe you heard me

Singing along to landslide

It'd change your mind

My friend gabe called to tell you I'm a mess

You seemed concerned

But I don't know what you'd expect

Thought it could change

You went away again that's that

In the end, at least my friends have my back

Sometimes now I go to Pennsylvania

Cause I've got friends who'd drive out of the way

To pick me up, just to fuck around so we get high

I wanna stay hmm

To live there for real someday