The Last Garden Lyrics

I'll drive alone through the streets of this town

Looking out at the people around

I will admire them before we fall away

Cause the world ends today

There's one garden left in the world now

For things to end up like this I don't know how

So when my mother tells me to exercise

I'll light the house on fire with these eyes

I'll drive to work every day

Hoping my fear will go away

Even though I know it won't

I think about it they tell me don't

And maybe if I go to the park

Daily I won't be a shark

In a pool full of my own blood

Or in the dark on my knees in the mud

There's one garden left in the world now

For things to end up like this I don't know how

So when my mother starts to magnify

I'll say I'm done with trying to satisfy

There's one garden left in the world now

For things to end up like this I don't know how

So when my father tells me to dry my eyes

I'll say that's the kind of shit that makes me despise

You all just don't understand

I don't need you to hold my hand

None of this shit has been planned

No more gardens, no more land

When I drive at night

I'll wish the world was a wasteland

And that a ditch could hold me tight

Keep me safe from a life so bland

Surely the dark will let me in

Cause nobody else ever did

This way maybe I will win

At life leaving my kin

I'll lie to every therapist, psychiatrist

And adult in my life

Think about it every day, all the time

Where's my knife

There's one garden left in the world now

For things to end up like this I dont know how

So when my parents ask me why

Instead of answering I'll just fucking sigh

For shit to end up like this I dont know how

For things to fuck up like this I dont know how

For shit to end up like this I dont know how

For things to fuck up like this I don't know how