Drown Me ft. Nkosi Kamal Lyrics

Can't come out the water, leave me lost, let me lay down

Pain can only swallow with a pill, let the soul drown

I don't wanna feel, I'm at odds with the world round

Drown me

Don't tell me how I'm sounding, the sad clown

Lay me down to sleep, not a peep, leave me dreaming

I don't wanna wake, sleep walking when I tread ground

None of what I gave has a meaning, down to my wits

And I'm slowly losing grip, here's what I found

Like what's it all worth anyway, if it not a sniff or a smoke

Inject your escape or breath it in, take a tote

No more rainy days, I'm in the shade, skin is gold

Walking on clouds, hovering, let me float

I don't know

I wanna die, I'm letting go

Hell's inside, one taste of heaven will let it all unfold then we'll know

What it is, what I want, still a kid, screaming curses at god, hoping he hears

Fears came fruition since started spitting

Fiction of success keep you drifting, no way to fix it, we ignorant

Strolling down this path for riches, the mind's missing, and the heart's blind

Toeing the line of heads splitting

It's hard to find silver linings in all the tension

Perfect picture of perdition, I scream in vain then I'm slitting

My wrist, shit, maybe, this what god meant

Birthing such a failure, what I tell you, let it all vent, I said

Can't come out the water, leave me lost, let me lay down

Pain can only swallow with a pill, let the soul drown

I don't wanna feel, I'm at odds with the world round

Drown me

Don't tell me how I'm sounding, the sad clown

Lay me down to sleep, not a peep, leave me dreaming

I don't wanna wake, sleep walking when I tread ground

None of what I gave has a meaning, down to my wits

And I'm slowly losing grip, here's what I found

Breathe!

I don't breathe, my momma said, breathe!

I don't breathe, my momma said, breathe!

I don't breathe, my momma said, breath! I don't breathe, I sleep, I turn to dreams, just-

Breathe!

I don't breathe, my momma said, breathe!

I don't breathe, my momma said, breathe!

I don't breathe, my momma said, breathe! I don't breathe, I sleep, I turn to dreams, I-

I ain't get one chance, I ain't get one chance in hell

I've always been dead since like 9, 10

I failed long before I walked in to this world we all said was the answer

Financial health but it's soul cancer that'll eat slow till the heart vanish

There's no way back home, I'm just alone, all alone

Our thinking all wrong, they told us be strong

Take hold, get back in control, but the system kills those-

In that mode, follow code or the trigger blows either from you or a bad soul

Nothing is alright!

Shit ain't alright, nah, nah

My life ain't alright, life ain't alright, nah, nah

They made that kid die, made mom kid die, all gone

I walk a thin line, just losing my mind, oh shit, yo, it went left

All just went left, bad steps I took and found death, I gave it my best

Not enough and now my soul bled and I just feel vexed

Against the world, all because I chose the wrong girl

Took me for a whirl so I hate the world yo

Can't come out the-out the water

Lay me down bruh, I'm stuck and I falter on this path of gaining touch

Leave me slaughtered, no tomorrow, I can't borrow no time, it's hell I follow

I-

Can't come-can't come out the water, let me fly up, I'm done

I'm in sorrow, I don't want much, just blood that I swallow and choke on

I'm home, angels tell me to follow, I said