i should be happy Lyrics

You're gonna hate the way I sound when I'm laughing

You're gonna hate the way it blends right in

It's gonna turn into piss poor decisions

That everyone makes now and again

I hope that you see right through me

And all of the shit that I've said

The problem is that I've been waiting

And you haven't said one word yet

There seems to be a lack of communication

It's doing the opposite of pulling be in

Don't get me wrong I've been here before

This is the part where I give in

Just say that it's not working out

It would cause me a lot less pain

Turning the pages

Of low aspirations

When buildings are falling

And you hit the pavement

And purposely changing

To fit in the pieces

Of puzzles you made us

When we were all children

You're gonna hate the way I sound when I'm crying

Captures the essence of fake

Watch as I sink to the bottom

Of this hole I dug by mistake

I hope that you see right through me

I deserve a lot more than this

At least the chance to be happy

Not this fake shit you try to admit

I hate it when one side is trying

And the other side begs you to quit

A lot of unnecessary fighting

A relationship gone to quick

Just say that it's not working out

It would cause me a lot less pain

Pretending you're smiling

To save you some face

When I know that you're hurting

At least what you say

You could just be lying

It could be a game

Fucking emotions

That get in my way

I'm trying to be honest

I'm trying to change

Fuck it who needs this

I deserve to be happy