Pain Waves Lyrics

I feel alone and I be talking to myself

I keep trying to find a scripture I need help

Momma keep telling me son keep your head up and just give it time

Why the fuck the ones around me take my peace of mind

I got to speak up on this shit cause I got pain waves

I feel so down and I been struggling for days

It be like the ones that say they got you

They never got you

So I keep smoking these backwoods till I'm stuck like just like a fossil

But I can't trip on this shit cause niggas ain't real like me

Bruh don't speak on this shit knowing you dont feel like me

It take a minute to tell them just how I'm feeling

Why nobody understand all the pain and hurt that I'm dealing with

So I stay dolo

I'm feeling so low

I'm trying to get gone

But I know it's wrong

Momma telling me that I can't stuff my pain inside a backwood

And I'm like you right but for the moment this shit feel good

And I keep asking how a nigga leave they son

And that nigga know it's no fixing all the hurt that he done done

I be thinking about my problems about to blow just like a bomb

It's like I only get away from this shit when I make a song

So I put all my feelings in a beat

When I'm down I talk to Mary Jane till I'm up like a tree

Know my partners feel that vibe that I'm hurting when they talking to me

And I keep running away but this pain stalking me

Shit I just had to take a little minute

Let that motherfucker breathe for a little second

You talk that real sometimes

What it feel like when I'm walking down this road

I know God sit on my shoulder but I keep feeling alone

Try to smile when they around don't want to show whats going on

I'm on edge my temper weighing thin

Just like a thong

I be speaking tryna send a little message

Cause I know silence is deadly

And a nigga don't want to be judged I can't talk to no reverend

So I settle with a mic

Trying to get this pain off tonight

I be thinking just let it out and maybe it be alright