october Lyrics

I'm not leavin till it's over

I'm not quittin till we're done

I don't only hate october

Every other month still sucks

Every year i feel the same way

Every night i fall in love

Every day i wake up gutted

Why do my dreams fuck me up

I don't really know

If there's anything left

But i don't wanna fall in love

I wanna fall to my death

I been sailin on an ocean

It's a sea of regret n

Every gust that hits my sails

Is a step towards the end

I just really wish the wind

Wasn't laced with ur breath

Cuz the way i think of U

Ain't the same as the rest

I'll keep sinking

U keep going

Guess that's just the way things are

Hopefully next year

I won't even b here

Maybe my next life

Will b a little easier

I can kick and i can scream but

It still won't change anything

Hate the way u make me feel n

Hate that ur not listening

Trapped inside this fucking loop n

Convinced it'll never change

Maybe next year will b better

If it's not i'll run away

I'm not leavin till it's over

I'm not quittin till we're done

I don't only hate october

Every other month still sucks

Every year i feel the same way

Every night i fall in love

Every day i wake up gutted

Why do my dreams fuck me up