Wake Up Lyrics

I wanna wake up dead

Cause you're not in my bed

All the words you never said

Stuck on repeat in my head

And I don't wanna waste my time

All the stupid fights

That I hold on to every night

I don't want to feel these feelings

I need someone to believe in

Hold me close and never leave me

Wait

This can't be real

Cause I know you don't want me

I find it pretty funny how

You came into my life when I was down

But here I am now

Now I've learned my lessons

I'm here to teach them now

And I wanna close my eyes

When I see your face

Cause I wanna be in a better place

And why did I waste my time

Every minute of my life

In a cycle of broken pride

And I don't need to feel these feelings

I have someone to believe in

Hold me close and never leave me

Why this can't be real

Cause I know you don't want me

I find it pretty funny how

You came into my life when I was down

But here I am now

Now I've learned my lessons

I'm here to teach them now

I put too much in, I got nothing back

You never felt it

If only I had room to breathe

(I had my dignity)

But then you took it

I wanna get away from here

I wanna get away from you

I wanna get away from me

Cause I know you don't want me

(I know you don't want me but you)

I find it pretty funny how

You came into my life when I was down

But here I am now

Now I've learned my lessons

I'm here to teach them now

I know you don't want me

If only I could go to sleep again