Facade Lyrics

How am I eighteen and exhausted

Mentally drained I got holes in my conscience

I may not have been in the gutter physically

But I'm still on the offense fighting with a lot shit

Is it the parents' problem

Is it the never stopping drama

Is it the impossible conquer I think about every single hour

The loneliness, because I can't handle myself let alone a partner

Forgot about my brother

Don't even call my father

I am locked inside myself

I only share with the two people in my life who seem to bother, well

Gather, because you might see yourself in these lyrics

Gather, because you might see yourself in these lyrics, listen

Wealth what I'm missing

Pain is my favourite feeling

In a daze in a maze

I cannot find a reason even if TDE was in the building

I hate my own existence

I been way too distant

The microphone the only thing I hold close

I put the game on a chokehold

I switch my emotions like a remote control

There are some closed doors that if I open I'm done for

Dark thoughts linger always

The childhood innocence I once had is now vague

Don't step into my brain

You'll get burned, because all this rage transformed into acid rain

Inside my mind all day

Damn it's been a long day

Play Ice Cube when my life fades, because that will be my only good day

I know people so fake they should go to Broadway

Humans are fake in general, even those you put on a pedestal

Be perceptual, we live for years in a perpetual state of fear

They get their minerals straight from our tears

Life is a facade

Scribble my thoughts, I wish my heart stopped

Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart

Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border

Life is a facade

Scribble my thoughts I wish my heart stopped

Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart

Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border

Stop, I don't wanna quit still

I don't want a quick mill

I'm a dream chaser like Meek Mill

I don't care how a bitch feels

I done had cheap thrills

I have always been real

Never put a mask on

I won't go to hell, because I'm already here with my gas drawls

I'm a walking task force

I don't know who I hate more

Is it the world or me

I get asked often "What for?"

If you don't know you a lucky one

Living is one big pun or more like an oxymoron

You either die to live or live to die

For me it is a capital punishment, a land mine

That's why every night I ask death to sing me a lullaby

But then I wake up and see the sunlight

Wondering what would I do if I was tongue tied

I don't give a fuck about a gun size

Show me your truest side

I don't see stars align, after all they not alive

Drifting into the emptiness below zero Celsius

Men lie, women lie, dogs lie

And that's why

Life is a facade

Scribble my thoughts, I wish my heart stopped

Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart

Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border

Life is a facade

Scribble my thoughts I wish my heart stopped

Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart

Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border

Life is a facade

Scribble my thoughts, I wish my heart stopped

Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart

Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border