Left To Say Lyrics

Went and lost my friends when I knew I'd do better

Seal the check in the envelope, I won't write you letters

My contributions to the family haven't been sufficient

Back in time I was welcome to the table, reminiscent

I have direction, a clear path, but a bumpy road

Fear's telling me you can never make it alone

This is where I'm striding, this is where I struggle

Rest assured i'm losing time, pressure in my mental

Business mogul moves, tracking money through accounts

Making digits dance, getting heavy on the bounce

Money coming in isn't as much as I would like

Only 22, another year I'll make more than Mike

Too much stress on my plate, I've lost my appetite

Losing weight every day, only years until I fade away

If I don't create my legacy soon, I guess my mom was right

So I sit here and write

Tonight is step one of 50, but the first you've heard

Catch up with me sooner, invest in me first

Too busy calling me a nerd

Until next time, fuck you, here is a couple birds

Mac was right, it ain't 2009 no more

Another day the same pain, numb to the money and whores

Dumb cause I haven't called before

Fun stripped away when time declared war

Ooh, I got so much left to say

Pushing everyone in my life to be better day after day

Yet here I am left struggling

I'll accomplish everything then you can't say nothing

So tired of the fake hope

So over being taunted by the rope

Nope, is what I want to say to old friends

But i'm a people pleaser and this is how I cope

Dope, is what I've never done

Thoughts creep in my mind of selling it in tons

Kossi informed me my time is done

Come back for more if you want a run

I'll bring my gun