meant to be detached Lyrics

Feeling awfully far away

Put my pieces on display

I've got nothing else to say

Do I really have to stay?

Can't we talk some other day?

Fine when I'm alone

Alone when I'm with you

And now I know what i've known

I can't see who I'm talking to

Through such a distant point of view

But certain men are meant to be detached

Certain things were never meant to last

Not your fault you never understood

Wouldn't matter even if you could

Inner anger peeling at the skull

Half of half of what I thought was whole

Only scratched the surface of the lake

Seem to claim a dam you didn't make

It was never you

Turn the TV on with a yawn and down the bottle til it's gone

My moms don't seem to care about my songs, or how to get along with her only son

And the doctor said "your mind is broken, quit the smokin, swallow all these pills and Seal the deal and we'll make you worse than you were before and leave you poorer Than Poor

With no cure and crawling on all fours on the floor begging for a little bit more just to get Ignored and kicked out the fucking door!"

Dad wasn't around, still got his sound, and with it a temper that enters my crown 'til I Drown

And sure the violence inside of me has silenced to some degree but I see it in bursts And it hurts my perception of the man I can and wanna be

The inner monologue is caught like a cog in a wheel, trying to feel what's lying Underneath and getting my teeth stuck in a meal I can't eat

I fucked with the introduction and a bit of the production but all of this construction is Certain to lead to my own fucking self destruction

Life's a game you always lose no matter whose, caught in a cage where we rot and we Age and we choose to be confused

When you see through the mud

When you lose all the bullshit

Feel the flood of the blood

No one else wants to know it

When the going gets good

Then it only gets better

Only misunderstood

You can't ever say never