Grammy, wipe my tears Lyrics

Grammy, wipe my tears

I seen picture of my momma sitting in yo lap

I wonder if she took after yo fears?

Cigarettes smoke in momma clothin'

Grammy, wipe my tears

I never knew you in this life

But will i meet you in some years?

Bet u know these problems risin' in a nigga

Can you solve em'?

Can my fuck ups be forgiven

I know u met Jehovah once or twice

Has he risen?

Tell him im sorry for the false claims of his religion

I think I got daddys condition

Bi-polar Christian

Grammy, wipe my tears

Papa Vernon died not too long ago

I know my momma feel his spirit in the air

It ain't clear from her face

But jai said that it appeared at the service

Painful cries just fillin' up his ears

I know she died inside

Grammy, wipe my tears

Yo family movin' with agility

We be runnin' fast from our problems

Show us stability

I never been fluent in home talk

Always been busy trynna establish my own walk

Movin' to my own drum

Jr on my name, see where I stole from?

all the sins from my father trynna bleed into in my son

I been thinkin' bout that time

Tried solve it with a gun

Turned to a blunt or maybe two

multiply it by a few

But it's no different then the cigarettes my momma said u blew

But them the days you flew

Grammy, wipe my tears

Is there enough space for a nappy headed nigga

man,

Is there enough space for my sins?

Is there enough space to take my momma in?

Will the heaven's floor crack if you take my brothers in?

I said my life a cul-de-sac

Cause its adjacent to the bend

It took me years to notice that

That discovery hurt,

I been trynna let go of that

Enough hours been worked for u to take my soul back?

Please take my soul back

Cause I don't want this flesh no mo

I'm stressed and the checks too low

The best you know

I'm blessed, but my heavens closed

Could care less if I'm the best

Just trynna get these flows of my chest

And I sell zero copies, I still made progress

That's all that matter

Gra

Grammy, wipe my tears

Restore my heart, with all forgiveness

I thought Adrian turned to a monster when he got convicted

All the hurt he caused the fam, I pray it's all fully forgiven

I ponder on the hurt that I've inflicted

A thousand kisses make you feel like you the man

I got a head thats full of hurt

My hands just doomed to the plan

Pray that stays down on the earth

If my soul does transcend

Why is the heaven roads made of gold?

What does it mean if imma vacant soul?

I'm in between a dream, the pursuit of a destin goal

The best I know?

Not dance with a serpent

You step on those

Do a two step with yo purpose

The gas is stepped on, go

Grammy take my soul from this earth shit

I still don't know, I'm scared and I'm feelin' too worthless