Never Asked For This Lyrics

There are things I want to say

But I'm scared of things that may

Hurt the ones who've given me their trust

They just could never be

Without killing you and me

So they just stay buried deep down where they must

When you look into my eyes

Do you see through my disguise?

Or is there something more that gives it all away?

I could never ask you this...

But if you felt the same

Who would be to blame?

And how should we ignore what can't exist?

'Cause everyone would lose

If we were to choose

To take what we don't have before it's missed

When you look into my eyes

Do you see through my disguise?

Or is there something more that gives it all away?

I never asked for this

Someday things could change

Instead of having to be strange

Till then I'll lock the door and I'll throw away the key

But if you hear somebody knocking, know it's me

So I guess you're bound to know

If you haven't seen it show

But there isn't anything that should be said

So I'll do the best I can to never play my hand

And always keep those thoughts within my head

When you looked into my eyes

Did you see through my disguise?

Or was there something more that gave it all away?

I never asked for this