Soul Lyrics

If my dad was the one that brought me into this world

And he wanted raise me but failed me

Since I'm half of him and he tried to kill me

That's all I need to know for myself that I hate me

This shits crazy

I promise if I ever see him again It's brazy it's on sight

Shits making me want to cry

Cuz I'm talking about taking my dad's life

I guess that we've all tried

Of living a damn lie

And pushing the demons down but maybe it's my time

To gripping the G9 and going on a ride in the night and it's looking fine

They will never know that his son is the reason

That he's in the ground in a coffin freezing

All of the family's whimpering n' screaming

And I'm just there standing all callous just breathing

The Feeling of grief is getting way easier

Now I got the iron on my side no anemia

So No one can try getting close the boy that's died inside but fronts on the media

It's another day of a nigga that's numb

Bro I try so hard shits getting all tough

Got to try survive but I can't take enough

Always smiling guess you don't know the darkness much?

I don't care what do on this world cause God is my judge

Think I'm scared of you I've been face to face with a gun

Give me a reason to stay in touch

But double cross me point, aim, clutch and buss

Leave his body on the side of the m25

Is he gone or alive I don't care I'm a glide

It's calming on a drive

Listening to my thoughts hoping I survive

People acting ugly want me to disappear

But when I go silent it's a sudden rise in fear

I'm in my headspace beg you don't Interfere

Hesitating offing next man that comes near

People acting ugly want me to disappear

But when I go silent it's a sudden rise in fear

I'm in my headspace beg you don't Interfere

Hesitating offing next man that comes near

Dizzy and deluded my minds becoming lucid

These Niggas wanting me violent so fuck it I'm going to loose it

I tried to be pacifist to match the energy brewing

But they be ruining the vibe so a Niggas got to Pursue it

Taking medicine so the angels can free me

Being half the man that my dad is really kills me

If I could rip that madness out any day it could free me

Overly tired I wish this world would kill me

Batting the right thing and my thing

Struggling to take a life ain't striking

If it was somebody else would I be crying

But I know if it was me I would be flying And striving

For all the people that are wishing me death

Make sure to burn every part of me left

I don't even want to be here anymore

Pull the trigger walk through the other side of the door